the perks of being a wallflower. watching and listening. seeing and understanding. i like to sit back and let the life happen in front of me. i don't have to always be a part of it, directly. i like being quiet and soaking in knowledge and learning of human interaction. lots of consistency. i see a lot of the same thing from the same people. very little spontaneity. sometimes i feel i already know what is about to be said or done. there's a sense of comfort we have with knowing. personally i like not knowing. i don't want to know what's going to happen next. i want life to surprise me. i live spontaneously and i don't have a schedule, besides work and softball, and even that is uneven. i feel i have lived when life just happens. there is only so much planning you can do, and most things that have made me happy in my life and that have made me feel good, have not been planned. if someone is out there planning my life, please take the schedule book and write out the itinerary. i want nothing to do with it.
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